The emotional force of the Genocide Awareness Project (GAP) has an overwhelming impact on everyone. GAP picture displays make a horrendous point that will create an impression on even the most hardened of hearts. My own experiences with people that have seen these graphic pictures tell a sad, yet often joyful story.
The most powerful of encounters that I have yet had happened this January at the pro-life protest and rally on the west side of the California capitol.
This was the third year in a row that I had attended the annual gathering to protest the �choice� that is forced upon unborn babies. The 2002 rally introduced me to the group Teens For Life (T4L) of Sacramento, with which I quickly became actively involved in pro-life ministry. I learned, through a series of classes, to debate the issue so effectively that no logical argument could stand.
I went to the 2004 rally as a member of Teens For Life. Through them, I met Survivors. Survivors is a pro-life activist group that is based out of L.A. and has ties to T4L. The college-aged members of Survivors were on a campus tour to proclaim the truth at colleges around the country. Over the two days at the capitol, I spent time with these wonderful people, especially with one guy named Nate. 19-year-old Nate had come all the way from his home state of Colorado, spending a semester on the road with the Survivor campus tour.
The first day, the 21st, was a quiet day for us. That morning we had a protest in front of the Planned Parenthood state headquarters. The Survivors were leading it, but showed up late. Many people probably wondered what such a big group of youths was doing at Planned Parenthood. Then Survivors arrived. Complete with signs and banners, the protest started.
I had never met the Survivors before, and I found in them one of the most energetic, charismatic groups of people that probably exists.
Even one person with charisma can move a group to complete its goal. This group, united in an effort to proclaim that abortion is genocide, and to save babies’ lives, made an impression and brought change to lives, even in the short time that I spent with them.
After the morning clinic protest, my brother Pieter and I went with Survivors to protest a �choice� rally at U.C. Davis. We didn�t return until mid-afternoon.
Nate drove back to the capitol with Pieter and me. I was with Nate, back at the picture display, when we met and stopped to talk to a girl dressed in goth-style clothing who was viewing the GAP signs.
The conversation started like any other.
Nate asked her what she thought of the pictures. She said that what it showed was horrible, a very normal reaction to the pictures. They seemed to disturb her and she agreed that what happened to those babies was one of the sickest things that she could think of. But, as we drew her out in conversation, we discovered something that completely surprised us.
She worked at the state headquarters of Planned Parenthood. She had not come to work until after the protest, but had heard about it from the others there. Curious, she had come over to see what we were doing. After a little while she met us. We didn�t learn the rest of the story until later.
The 22-year-old girl also worked at an abortion clinic. She agreed with us that what happened to the babies was �disturbing.� Her job was some innocuous desk job, right next to where women were having their abortions. She even had to be present for one of them. That experience was giving her doubts, BIG doubts, about her present job.
The reason she stayed? The money. Abortion clinic employees are in such a high stress environment that the pay has to be very high to keep them from leaving. There is an enormously high turnover rate at these clinics. Most can�t take it for long, and this girl had almost reached the end of her emotional strength in staying there.
Over and over as we talked, she told us that she had to go, that if she stayed, her mind would be changed. She knew what she was doing, what she was helping with, was wrong. But her moral standard was so skewed that she just couldn�t think of it as more than a �job.�
At one point her cellphone rang. The person on the other end may have been a boyfriend. She talked to him, then asked if Nate would talk to him…he did, but her friend soon decided that he had to go.
By the time we finished talking with her, almost 45 minutes had passed. She said that she would stop working at the Planned Parenthood; we can only pray that she was telling the truth.
Afterwards, one of the T4L mentors, Mrs. Ficker, came up to us and filled us in as to what had happened with the girl before our arrival.
The goth girl had shown up around lunch time. She had walked around all four sides of the display, viewing the pictures and looking very unhappy. Coming to the end, she had stood there and…cried. A minute later she left, then returned again about a half hour later. She did the same as before, looking at every picture, then stopping to the side by herself to vent her emotions.
Mrs. Ficker went up to her at that point, asking if she wanted to talk. The girl was angry and very rude to her, refused to talk and left. But she came back, and that is when I came back with Nate. She was willing to talk to us, and didn�t even hint about her early trips to the display. I can only pray that we made a difference.
That Monday evening T4L had their weekly meeting, this one was a wrapup to the capitol events. Survivors came to the meeting. Somebody had asked that we do the �hot seat,� which is a form of mock debate to hone our skills in pro-life arguments with pro-abortionists. As April, a young woman with Survivors (engaged to be married), exclaimed in response to the unfeeling criticisms and arguments of another pro-lifer during a mock debate, �Babies aren�t like tumors, babies are BEAUTIFUL!!�
It is sad and unbelievably cruel that babies are being aborted all across our country, to think that our generation is in the business of killing our generation. The problem is that so many of those that are born have not been raised with the morals to make them see that this legalized murder is worse than any other form of mass murder that has existed thus far. Those who are raising kids must make sure that those children are raised with the right moral values which are so scarce in today�s society.
Ben Friedrich is 15 years old and has been homeschooled all his life. He enjoys weightlifting, playing with his cat, Pippin and watching “Jeeves and Wooster.” When asked if he’s avant-garde, he responded, “Huh?”